March 19th seems so seriously far away. Today is the 27th...so its been 8 days. But, i have been regular with at least the joint blog. I wanna change my blogskin. I mean..sure this skin is nice...but it gets a little boring after a while..you know what i mean.
I'm afraid my blogging skills have gotten a little bad. Nowadays a lot of people are just looking for the pics and then full stop. Its sad. Oh well, i guess my posts just doesn't appeal to my readers. Anyways, the major common tests are finally over. Math,Geography, History, Science, Literature, English...the works...now the Home econ test is tomoro...haha...cynthia really getting confusing. Seriously.
Yesterday night went online after praying..then stayed up until 12:30 to do my home econ reflection. After that..went to bed alone...everyone had already gone to bed. So i got my ipod out of the drawer( can' sleep without it...some primadonna thing=DDD), then headed to my room. I switched on my light and then arranged my duvet and headed back o off the light. I set the alarm for 5:30 and went to bed. Just when i was going to knock off, i heard a loud thump. I stilled and even the music seemed far away. My heart, surprisingly, was going normally. I'm telling you..i'm abnormal. Then, the penny dropped. I had placed my paper on the table, so with the force of the fan it had probably wen to the floor...albeit noisily.
You know...when i play the piano i tend to think instead of focusing. I start thinking about all that happened to me that day, or the day before and surprise surprise...i understand what happened a lot more clearly. Even though i have to practice my piano even longer. But it's worth the while. EVEN though i get scolded from ma.
Math is getting better. I totally got embarrassed when that silly math teacher said i have to go for remedial. I'm like, what? WHAT? HEY! I did fairly well ok? I mean...b4 is NOt horrendous. The ten failures weren't even called. What the hell? Now my mondays i have to forfeit too. Great.Fantastic. Ok, stop.
Aiyah...a lot has been happening...too much i don wanna say coz surprise surprise my ma found the blog again. And when she peeked into my diary i blew my top at her. Good Go. It was like i was posessed or something.
Lets just say someone's interest is getting perked up again. But i ain't giving him too much hope.
ITS STILL OVER. Though its getting a little hard to fight.
my hidden feelings