Forget the World

1. Music playing at the moment?- Invisible, Ashlee Simpson. I love her songs.
2. One reason for living?- I'm eager to know who i'll be wen i stand on my own two feet
3. Do u think you're ok? what a stupid question that is. OF COURSE I DO. Good god, i'm a primadonna!!! OK, i'm joking. NO.
4. Ever donated blood?- nope. but i def wanna.
5. Fav colour(s)?-I'm crazy with white right now. ANd i'm totally faithful to green=DD
6. Accessories you usually wear?- huge earrings? lOl...and this gold chain i'm wearing is not gonna be removed.
7. One song to describe a heartbreakin the past?- Umm..neglected, katherine mcphee. Ooh...i love her songs too!
8. The most boring sport?- JOGGING!! BLEEURGH!!
9.Ever married?- Um, hello? I'm still underage dude.
10. Last TV show u've seen?- i'm t.v. deprived. I last watched the news.
11. Piercings or tattoo?- tattoos. DUH.
12. The most romantic gift?- I threw all of them b4 my ma cud c it. It was all wrapped up. lOl. The minute i saw hu i was from i just dumped it. So...none.
13. Been on stage before?- yeah loadsa times.
14. Struck by lightning before?- would i still be taking this?
15. Danced with your loved one before?- I prefer dancing solo. ANd no.
16. Ever wished you could turn backtime?- You bet.
17. Idol you always want to meet..- Kelly Clarkson. Katherine McPhee. Ashlee. A lot.
18. Last one to text you?- Tabs. Saying that the people she called friends were bugging her.
19. Last person you met today?- Um..i'm still meeting someone later? DUBBA!!
20. What will you be doing tomorrow?- Tution..church. WAH!
21. Ever thought of robbing a bank?- Um, nope. Got better ideas
22.One thing u totally regret?- Do u really think i'm gonna say?
23. Do people like you?- Lets hope so.
24. What was the last music you played on the computer?- Fragile-Sting. Loving it.
25. Someone who means a lot to you at the moment?- CENSORED!
26. The color of ur mobile phone?- Silver and black.
27. Do you hate someone at themoment?- yessss definetly
28. Songs that cheer u up?-Mentioned above.
29. Last song you sang?- L.O.V.E
30. Worst thing that ever happened toyou?- Oh loads.
31. What do u prefer cats or dogs?- Dogs honey.
32. What do u wish to happen now?- Someone taking action?
33. Last thing you did?-Logging on!
34. Things you will do now?- switch the com off coz my dad's howling here.
35. I hate- Alot of things/people
36. I love- Alot of things/people

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Hey yo,
March 19th seems so seriously far away. Today is the 27th...so its been 8 days. But, i have been regular with at least the joint blog. I wanna change my blogskin. I mean..sure this skin is nice...but it gets a little boring after a while..you know what i mean.
I'm afraid my blogging skills have gotten a little bad. Nowadays a lot of people are just looking for the pics and then full stop. Its sad. Oh well, i guess my posts just doesn't appeal to my readers. Anyways, the major common tests are finally over. Math,Geography, History, Science, Literature, English...the works...now the Home econ test is tomoro...haha...cynthia really getting confusing. Seriously.

Yesterday night went online after praying..then stayed up until 12:30 to do my home econ reflection. After that..went to bed alone...everyone had already gone to bed. So i got my ipod out of the drawer( can' sleep without it...some primadonna thing=DDD), then headed to my room. I switched on my light and then arranged my duvet and headed back o off the light. I set the alarm for 5:30 and went to bed. Just when i was going to knock off, i heard a loud thump. I stilled and even the music seemed far away. My heart, surprisingly, was going normally. I'm telling you..i'm abnormal. Then, the penny dropped. I had placed my paper on the table, so with the force of the fan it had probably wen to the floor...albeit noisily.

You know...when i play the piano i tend to think instead of focusing. I start thinking about all that happened to me that day, or the day before and surprise surprise...i understand what happened a lot more clearly. Even though i have to practice my piano even longer. But it's worth the while. EVEN though i get scolded from ma.

Math is getting better. I totally got embarrassed when that silly math teacher said i have to go for remedial. I'm like, what? WHAT? HEY! I did fairly well ok? I mean...b4 is NOt horrendous. The ten failures weren't even called. What the hell? Now my mondays i have to forfeit too. Great.Fantastic. Ok, stop.

Aiyah...a lot has been happening...too much i don wanna say coz surprise surprise my ma found the blog again. And when she peeked into my diary i blew my top at her. Good Go. It was like i was posessed or something.
Lets just say someone's interest is getting perked up again. But i ain't giving him too much hope.

ITS STILL OVER. Though its getting a little hard to fight.

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Ok like wow? A lot have things have happened. Megan poked her fat head in (this time) my joint blog with my best friend....but eventually, with my fantastic argument both she and silly "friends" had to back down. God, i'm so good. Honestly. I mean..for a best friend, Tabby stepped in quite late to defend me. I was so surprised? But i choose to take it in the positive way. Lets just say that she thought me capable enough of winning an argument? And...nevermind. Later on in the post.

We went to Sarah's house for a bible study. I was planning to like hold a sleepover....but then no one could come. Esther hadn't contacted me the whole week. Seems that she had forgotten it. Joella had the decency to let me know early that her mother didn't allow her as she had this rash on her body.It was better in time for church. Thank God. Tabby was harping on and on that she could come the whole week...and then on friday, she sent an sms saying that her parents suddenly said she couldn't go coz her math teacher had complained about her and whatever else she told me when i was too pissed to listen. I mean come on. What type of story was she saying? Was this believable or not? The answer is no btw.

Anyway..i forgave her and then she commited her next blunder. She twisted practically everything around so that now Sarah was going to her house for a stayover instead of mine. I was hopping mad but of course i'm SO good at hiding my feelings i acted totally cool in front of her. I don't know whats wrong with her. I really don't. All i know is that she's hurt me and i'm NOt happy. Thats right folks. The Primadonna is not happy and someone could get very upset. So grrr..

Sports day tomoro. I've wrecked my left leg in some way and know there's like a lot of pain whenever i get up from my chair . I don't know how i'm gonna run tomoro. And its a 100m sprint some more. Please pray for me people. I really wanna win something for Cheng. SO yeah..

I'm ending now. Griffin has turned out to be a better friend than I thought. This is new. And helpful.

Its over. Whatever little was left of it, for me..its officially over. I'm not sure about the other party.

Autobiographer

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Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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OK, wow...the format has gone bonkers. But never mind...the pic of me and anjelica was taken on the day of the recording of the arena..the pic beside it of Germaine
and Hui Hui was taken on the day of our C.I.P program..
the above pic of the two pencilcases was taken on the day we went to Takashimaya to spend her $50 dollar voucher...mine is the white one. I also got a purple,orange and pink pen. lOl.

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Hey yo,
doing some quizes AGAIN!! I love blogthings.Definitely! Aiyoh..the past few days..will post another time..but right now...in school and doing quizes..woohoo!!

Your Inner Eye Color Is Green

You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes
You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around
You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatcoloreyedwomanareyoureallyquiz/">What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

I'm telling you...green is so totally in my blood.

You Are Not Prissy

You're the furthest thing from a princess - and you probably stay far away from any princess types you know.

You have an easygoing approach to living. It doesn't take a lot to make you happy.

And when life requires it, you're ready to get your hand a little dirty.

There's no problem you're too prissy to tackle!

How Prissy Are You?

yeah yeah...say whats new...this must be totally fake?

Your Gemstone is Amethyst

Dignified, impressive, and wise.

You have a deeply spiritual soul

What Gemstone Are You?

what? WHAT? Mine is cats eye you know??

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.

If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

How true...don't you guys just LOVE ME?? lOl...so egoistical...

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Yo,
Today.......................................................
was hindi class. The first part was AS USUAL boring. And then...after recess.....guess? OH YEA BABY!!! GIVE IT UP FOR DUBBA!!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Today what happened was simply that Sanjay looked over to Sushmita's work just to check if he had written his work properly. And our Madam begins...." Sanjay, what are you doing?"
Sanjay: Mei kuch nahi kar rahi he. Mei bas iska...( what he said was that he wasn't doing anything, he was just looking at..)
Dubba: No no i won't have any of that.
Sanjay: But...
Dubba: No u listen to me. If you want to copy from her you can just get out of my class. I don want such people in my class
Sanjay:( buries his head in his hands)
Dubba: You want to get expelled you can keep looking at her work. I don't care.
Sanjay:( from somewhere in his hands) Wha the hell is she saying?
Dubba: HAven't said before that if she's wrong, you will also be wrong? Do you want to be expelled? Fine. Then you can....
Sanjay:(again,mumbling) Oh shut up.
Dubba: Just get out of my class. If i see you copy from her again , then i will tell your parents. Do you want me to call your parents?Shall i?
Sanjay: Kar dijie ( Please do it )
Dubba: Ha.(Yes). I never want to see you looking at her work again. Do you want to blamed because all you did was copy and get it wrong? Then if you fail then i will be the one who will be blamed because of your bad results. Because of you i will lose my job and all that. Do u want that?
Sanjay: I DIDN"T COPY!
Dubba: (Silence)
Sanjay: Are teacher meine tho kuch nahi kiya!( Teacher, i haven't done anything).Meine tho bas uske kam ko dhek liya kyonki me apne answer milne the.( I only looked at her work coz i wanted my answer.)
Dubba: All that is ok. But you don't copy. Other wise how will u learn?
Sanjay:(collapses back in his seat burying his head in his hands again)
ME: (keeps laughing until the end of school)
Sanjay: Glares at me in between his fingers)
So thats about it.LOL.
OK..its pretty late at night whle i post....so gonna log off....
Wait!!
have to say something.
Taylor Swift's "Teardrops on my guitar" is nice until all the Drew parts. God...she's pretty much obsessed about Drew. Only the chorus was nice. Seriously.
YOu guys know that there was an audition for the musical" Life in JSS". Me, Anjelica, Farahin and Anita were in a group so we were asked to act out a short play, and then sing our individual songs.
We were given the topic" Bad report card"...so Anita was the teacher, Farahin was the grandmother, Anjelica was the student and i was the parent. LOL.
Anyway....that was cool...haha...the judges liked it I THINK!! And then the singing...for me it was pretty ok...my voice was sounded pretty darn nice because of the studio. OK GTG!!

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