right now at school...waiting until 5:30 where me and my cc members will make our way to " The Arena" Studio where our debate group will take a trial rond at debating......Its going to be really exciting.....seriously...and then next saturday? ITS THE REAL RECORDING!!! I hope i can go. I SO don wanna go for hindi class. ITS REALLY WAY BORING!!!!
lOlS.
Other than that....nothing much...common tests all over =DDDD
home econ wasn't soo good as the others....guess i didn't put enough effort...if i get average marks...i think i will deserve it.
BUT!!!
my other common test should all be A1. Definitely. Except...maybe for literature. literature shud get an A2. hanging out with Anjelica as i write this....we're in the school library....ACK!! 5 minutes until librarian closes library.
Today was....awkward...I wanted to tell him something but he wouldn't let me. Donkey.
I wish those stalkers would find somone else to stalk. I mean come on. Its not like i'm actually gonna look at them even if they are right in front of me so why do they keep doing it? don't they have a LIFE?
AAAAHHH!! I guess i'm a lot happpier that i have a blog again. it was like something was missing when i stopped blogging....even if it was for a short perios of time.
Do you know? i cause a lot of arguments between my parents? BECOZ of me...they can pick up an argument ANYTIME. I wish i wasn't born sometime you know? Serously, what my mom tells me its true. They can have a happy life without me and just Mariam. " Mariam is FINE on her own". Yesterday they were argueing BECOZ of me.....and it was becoz of my studies...as usual.. I gotta go now. All i know is tht i'm a terrible person....and ishould start respecting my parents more. BUT THEN>....why does my father always start on boarding school? DAMN the stupid boarding school! i've heard ENOUGH of cockroaches and beetles in the food. ENOUGH. Doesn't he know that i care little about what i EAT? if food is there, and i have to survive...i don't care if it was cooked in dirty water for heavens sake. I HAVE TO LIVE RIGHT? Aiyoh...dad...why don't you treat my like ma does? Why don't you AT least TRY to treat me like an adult? I'm not 5 you know? I can understand everything you say. I'm not as stupid as you think i am. Why don't you jusst see my marks before threatening me about BOARDING SCHOOL? Thats just being irrational. JUST WAIT!!
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